spotlight with all eyes on me
im blooming toward the sky
Into the true blue midday skies
Or in the blazing heat of the Summer sun
is it my hair
the golden, silky, blonde
or maybe it’s the pearly-ness
of my aligned, faultless smile
or the rosiness
of my soft infant cheeks
it seems to others
no matter what happens
i will Bloom
they have asked
is it true happiness?
there have been hardships,
waves of anger, mistakes,
fights, tears, screams,
there are doubts
if happiness were a bird
it would be as carefree as a Bluebird
if it were a color
it would be Brilliant yellow
but it is life
and life is how you see it
it is
a flower on a rainy day
thirsty to Grow
striving to bloom
i have pushed myself
to look through a favorable lens
two rest in front
ultimately the choice is yours
we all look through
a magical perspective
looking for the “true Happiness”
for a genuine Smile
or laugh
see what you want to see
we are consumed by overthinking
the care for other opinions
what they think
how they see us
pleasing them and them only
everything needs change
your life
your perspective
change your mind
your Attitude
although you strive for perfection
and true Happiness
Pick the path you desire
or don’t
i fabricate this laugh as i do my Joy
i Smile as frequently as i frown
it means nothing
i am a flower on a rainy day
i Bloom despite others
i grow to see above and beyond the hate
and i find Joy in life
despite the futility of sadness
if happiness was a word
It would be Infinity
